A Freewrite/Rant by Kayla Christiansen

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
Just me ranting on about teenage emotional feelings. No big deal. (:

Submitted: December 09, 2009

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Quote of the Day To Sum Up How I'm Feeling: \"Heartache is one of the things that have gripped my soul tightly, and will not let me go... Threatening to pull me deeper and deeper into the cold, lonely world of depression.\"

Ahh, the lovely teenage years. As I continue on my journey of maturing both mentally and physically, I find myself falling into the typical and pitiful problems that teenagers face. The main one right now would have to be heart ache. Of course, at such a young age, it is very rare to find true love. But, because of the fact that I have not truely experienced it yet, I find myself falling easily. When I fall fast, I always fall hard. For many months now, my heart has ached over two specific guys. That, right there is what tells me these feelings must be nothing more than lust and puppy love. In my opinion, true love cannot be experienced towards more than one individual at once. But sadly, I have began to find myself falling harder and harder each day for them. I do not know why, but what I do know is that I need to shake these needless thoughts out of my head and move on. Just because I cannot get the two guys that just seem so perfect to me, it does not mean that I need to let myself suffer like this any longer. I need to let go. It is time for me to let go of these two, and find someone worth my time. I shall not long for these two any longer. All they are doing is causing my heart nothing but agonizing pain, so what good are they for me? They obviously are not worth my time. Why do I even bother hanging around? Let go, child. Let go. I tell myself this every day, but when will my heart allow me to listen and take my own advice? When?


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