what the fuck is going on.....!

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
this is just me bullshiting so dont expect it to mean anything to you....

Submitted: January 05, 2012

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Everyone is confusing me.... im happy cause i have male friends for the first time sence i came out... people at this school are starting to understand what Gay means... it dosent mean that you like every guy you meet, it means that there are guys out there that you may have intrest in..... alot of people dont know what they are.... gay, lesbian, and bisexual are the only sexual orientations most people know about...... but there are so many more....... alot of people have heard of transexuals before, but they dont really notice its a sexual orientation... then theres pansexual..... it basicly means that we dont give a shit what the hell sexual part you have as long as you have the other atributes we like, it dosent seem to matter.... then there are asexual people and they..... no one understands them realy... most people dont understand the feeling to not like sex at all...... honestly sex isent one of my biggest concerns in life, i have more important things to work on... my wrighting is what i live for...... i dont get to do it much at the moment, i dont have computer access, except at school......... so i get involved with things i shouldent...... i "was" a cutter.. im afriad ill pick it up agian... i do smoke pot and cigs... i drink occationaly... but other then that im good.... the only reason i have as long without cutting as i do is cause of my friends Justin (jizz stian, jewstin or zebra) and dakota (dickoda, dachoda, bear, pinky, or my ugly clown boy). They are the best freinds i could ever ask for.... they wont hand me the blade when i ask for it... they will hand me a pipe or bottle or smoke but not a blade... and when im high and vulnrible they dont take advantage of me like all the other guys/girls i hung out with... yes im a horny drunk/high... it kinda sucks.. ive been raped because of it before... i know how does a guy thats huge get raped.... lets just say that date rape drugs do work..... my life is hellish... but my friends make it worth the ride... we come up with random ass shit... we are always joking alot in public.. but if where high/drunk and we are alone, we sit and talk about deep stuff... they help alot with all the shit thats happend to me...

 

but the point of this was too get this feeling out...... im confused....


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