Being Alive

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Fantasy  |  House: Booksie Classic
My first short story :D. Its just for fun really, but I was trying to show my emotions and feelings to the place that Im most related to... my home, enjoy.

Submitted: July 28, 2010

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Im here alone ,trying to move to window. The window is my enemy and friend at once. I wont met any challenge during my journey there, but not any paradise either. There, where Im now is nothing. Nothing just myself alone. But Im thinking and feeling emotions surrounding me and thats important ... Im living. Looking at window... I found myself in paradise. Paradise is nothing. But I dont want to be living in nothing. Im going to window, it wont be easy task but im ready...why? I dont know just because i want to get away from here...but why? I have everything here. Yeah I wont move. I find myself again in nothing which is killing me. Im watching glithering light in front of window. Or its behind window? Yeah...its behind. I was hoping so strongly that its before but its not. Behind window is everything before window is nothing. Im on journey to the window. The closer I am the farther I feel from home. I left my shell in nothing trying to go to somewhere alone ... completely alone. The shell was lost in darkness and I looked to window.It was still too far but i knew its there...somewhere. I can remember when I was sleeping in my shell surrounded by nothing..it was wonderful. I feel so alone and frutrated now. I hate the light which seduced me away from my shell. Im able to feel anything but im losing memories. My mother was behind window. I can see her there trying to get to me she cant.. I just cant, Im getting far and far from the window as im getting closer to it. Am i going back to shell?...No. All my memories is being lost. Do you know how it feels? Im just borned again, without memories.I was lying in my shell again. I didnt saw any window anymore. I was so relaxed. I could feel the warm comming from somewhere. I looked out of my sheel and i saw sun. The sun i was waiting for. But when I looked again I realise that the sun was dying. Its color was fading and it was darker and darker. The light which has seduced me was dead. Im here in nothing... im born to live to get from shell and then went trough window and then see dying sun...I was not able to feel anything now. I closed my eyes... maybe i wont open them again. I was sleeping i never knew how it feels to know im sleeping. I was sleeping but I was awake. But I couldnt find my shell its gone .Oh my god. I Am so lost and alone trying to get up from this horrible dream ...But its not dream. I dont know who I am. Trying to find the light or window but I couldnt find anything i remebered from my life. I am walking on a beach. It was bright day but i couldnt find any sun in sky or i wasnt allowed to look there? But I felt warm wind from somewhere... the only feeling I knew.Its strange but Im so relaxed in this unknow environment. The cold things ...window and light was gone. I couldnt think of myself getting back there to nothing. But my memory of nothing comes with my memory of my shell which is alone there. I immidiately feld so strong cold wind coming from there. I was and i am afraid of getting back there. I suddenly opened my eyes and saw the window again. In the same distance and time live before. I was again in nothing. Or i hope so.


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