When we met it seemed unreal
As if something else pushed us together
Ever since we met
Something inside of me has been pushing me to an edge
We hold so many demons
Our demons together deceive us
We hold close for so long
Bit by bit, their whispers tell us jump
They urge you to fall
To feel alone, and hopeless
We react together
In a way I’ve never known
As if there is a plan
That maybe our demons
Push us away to prevent us from being
Who we are together as one
We feel our demons push against our eyes
They get stuck in our throats
And they claw at our chests
We pray to wake up
For this torment to end
What is life worth?
Is it worth the trials we are handed every day?
The torturous clawing at our brains
The aching call deep in your heart
The one we ignore
The feeling that rests inside
The feeling that scares us
Because we don’t know what it is
A foreign object that we just can’t grasp
Those doubts whispered into our skin
The scars we pretend aren’t there
The scars that they will never see
I don’t know if it will be ok
But with you my dear
I feel like I’m so close to the truth
With you my love
I feel happiness just around the corner
I run in my mind!
I run away from everybody strait to you
That’s how it always is
Time can only move forward
Although hope sometimes seems so unreal
I just wonder
How could I meet you?
How could I feel so close to somebody that I never knew?
How can I feel something so real
You found me and accepted me
When I feel like this
Sleep will never come
And my dreams will turn on me
He will find me
And he will try to break me
I pray for light to come
I’m so afraid
That we’ve always had the same friend
Is fate only in god’s control?
Or is the other side in on it?
When I sleep tonight
If I do
I’ll be praying that your dreams
Don’t hurt you too
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