Sometimes I just want to say f@!k it
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Poem by: KJ1983
Sometimes I just want to say fuck it
Tie the noose and kick the bucket
Why would I want to do that?
I can't reach this knife in my back
As i lye awake trying to sleep
The feeling gets worse and digs deep
Should I blame myself for this pain?
I try to convince myself
It was only a game
I become ashamed
I was a willing participant
I am not innocent
I am guilty of many things
Extreme hatred brings
I made changes for the better
Which brought defamation of character
They can have their opinion of me
I am only as they see me to be
I didn't throw in the towel
So look at me now
I am here for a reason
I change with the seasons
I am blessed with a sickness
I do not see it as a weakness
When I want to say fuck it today
I hold on for tomorrow and pray
God please take this feeling
Replace it with your healing
It doesn't happen instantly
When you're changing internally
Miracles do take time
But in my mind
My dying thoughts
Are eventually lost
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