A love letter......to LOVE

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It feels like all hope is gone, when I look at you and I.

Submitted: January 02, 2012

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Dear Love,

I should've listened to all the cliché quotes about you. It seems like everyone has turned you down, everyone but me. I still remember how we met, how my heart throbbed when I found you at the bottom of my heartbeat. It made me realize you were there all along, I just had to dig deeper and deeper. To be honest, from the moment I laid eyes on you I fell in love with you, like a little kid eating ice cream, drooling for every lick even as it drips down their face. I entered the world of love alone, hoping to find what I was looking for. But hey anything could happen as they say; you made me fall in love with a guy with bleach blonde hair, his eyes blue as ever. His smile cheesy as any guy could be. But right after I got to know him, you bailed on me. Like a mother leaving her child for an orphanage, they'd say it's for the better. Well I beg to differ, what if the worse made you happier, and the better made you sadder? Well that's how I felt. I should've listened to everyone that said love is complicated, don't let it pull you right in. But I insisted you do, and you did and this is what happens. So as I'm writing this love letter, I reminisce of all the good times we had together, the laughter, the pain, the heartache, and the joy of having you in my life. I wish I could continue this odyssey of finding the "right" one, the one truly made for me. But as of right now, I'm not ready to brave this world alone, it's a cold world out there, and I'm not sure if I could handle heartbreak. It has taken me 15 yrs to find you, and 2 months to lose you. How do you think I feel when I've been looking for you all this time, and it takes me quicker than a snap to get over you. As they would all say this is for the better. The better for me, and not for you; find someone else who needs you more than me, someone who is courageous enough to brave your world, who can face all the hardships, because I'm pretty sure I'm not that person. But I also know you lie underneath my heartbeat, and you'll always be there. So don't be surprised if you find my heart throbbing, hands trembling, face blushing, and mouth stuttering. Cause you know that feeling, and you've felt it once. Even though it was only once, it was strong enough to leave a mark behind. Maybe in a few years, I'll come back to you, hoping it'll go smoother than the last one. But as of now, when I look at you and I, all hope is gone. And NOTHING can mend my broken heart together. I hope I'll find you soon, just let me in, when I step on your doorstep, even if my hands tremble.

Sincerely,

Angela A.


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