I'm only satisfied by this sinking feeling in my heart, like my heart's an anchor falling to the deepest depths of the ocean. The weight is pulling it down, and yet I find increasing joy in my mind the deeper it goes. It's twisted and yet it's me- the inner workings of my mind, one day I'll be free. Freedom from this darkness is my goal, but many obstacles block my path. The darkness lurks in every corner- waiting for me to stumble before enveloping me in it's pitch blackness, leaving me desolate and worn. Two steps forward just to be dragged back- it knows no boundaries, cares not for how close to the goal I get. It wants what it wants, and what it wants it will get until I break free of the vicious cycle within. Let the light shine into me, meet one who helps me pull through. Find love for myself through someone else who makes me see the truth. The darkness can only last so long before you help me break through.
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