Confusion Forms Chaos (Bottling Up The Pain)

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Song Lyrics  |  House: Booksie Classic
I wrote this, in 2009. It's part of my 5th lyric set, Whispering Echoes.

Submitted: December 03, 2015

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Submitted: December 03, 2015

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(Verse 1)

All, of, the promises, I've, sworn, to keep.

I knew, I, should've, never, made, those, choices.

I, should've, never, listened, to those, inner, voices.

My, heart, has become, a battlefield, and, hope, is, my, only, remaining, shield.

 

(Chorus)

With, no one, to turn to, I, start, to withdraw, into, my, shell.

Hoping, that, no one, on, the outside, can tell.

Remembering, every, time, I, fell, my, mind, starts, to dwell.

Confusion is, all, that, runs, through, my, veins.

As, I, live, through, each, day, bottling, up, the pain.

 

(Verse 2)

What, I, desire, is, still, too, far, out, of, reach.

But, at, one, point, in, time, I, thought, I, had, a hold, of, it.

So, I, plugged, in, every, piece, only, to find, out, they, didn’t fit.

After, so, much, loneliness, and betrayal, I feel, that, I'm, destined, to fail.

 

(Bridge)

When, anxiety, attacks, I, try, my, hardest, to hold, myself, back, and, that's, a fact.

But, I guess, integrity, only, takes, you, so, far.

All, of, my, insecurities, have put, me, behind, bars.

 

(Chorus 2)

It, seems, to happen, every, time, I, breathe.

As, if, I've, just, awoken, from, a long, sleep.

When, I, closed, my, eyes, everything, felt, fine.

But, now, the walls, of, my, insecurities, have caught, me, in a bind.

Confusion is, all, that, runs, through, my, veins.

As, I, live, through, each, day, bottling, up, the pain.

 

(Verse 3)

I realize, that, all, of, this, isn’t your, fault.

You may, have been, the one, to cut, open, the wound.

But, I'm, the one, that, poured, in, the salt.

Regardless, of, what, my, heart, said.

I followed, the signs, that, were, never, meant, to be, read.

 

(Chorus 3)

It, seems, to happen, every, time, I, breathe. (every, time, I, breathe)

Confusion is, all, that, runs, through, my, veins.

Remembering, every, time, I, fell, my, mind, starts, to dwell.

Confusion, forms, chaos, this battle, is, about, to be, lost.

As, I, live, through, each, day, bottling, up, the pain. (bottling, up, the pain)


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