My thoughts tonight

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Thoughts of tonight, but yet they won't be there tomorrow.
My self-pity is about to end.

Submitted: April 07, 2008

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Tossing and turning as I struggle to get back to sleep. I find myself drifting into my memories of you. Seeing you so clearly as if you were lying here next to me. Your head turned slightly towards my direction. Reaching to slightly move the hair out of your eyes. Hearing you breathing softly, hardly a sound. One arm stretched back lying underneath your head. I lay there quietly, looking at your beauty. I realize this was the only moment of peace we ever seemed to have together. The quiet moments in which we didn’t have to struggle in our communication. I’ve wondered why this was so difficult for us to endure.

Looking up at the ceiling, my thoughts of you questions the reality of the lies being told and how nae I played my roll in it all. Maybe part of me didn’t want to see the truth, as no one likes rejection thrown into their world, even though it plays a big part of our everyday lives. It all depends on how you perceive what one is trying to communicate to you, when all you have to go on is assuming ones thoughts. It really was a one way street. Two lanes but only one way of travel. The wall that was so cleverly built, strategically placed around your heart, not letting anyone in. Except her…………

I know now, that you were only a tool in creating the women I am today. A women who is stronger, and more beautiful then when you met her.

You were in my thoughts tonight, but you won’t be there tomorrow.


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