Holding down my tears, when I’m around you
Can’t you see how much you’re hurting me?
You talk about the girl you love
You flawlessly say, “I finally found the perfect one”
Sitting right next to you on the bus
You smile at me with your sparkling eyes
You randomly say, “That’s a weird expression you have”
I blush I realized I was biting my lips
Can’t you see my mind turns into a tornado?
Whenever I’m around you, near you, next to you?
I can’t stand this silence anymore
I wish you knew the depths of my heart
These sacred words that I have hidden
Are eating me alive
I can’t believe the wind, the sun, the moon knows about my love
You stand there wondering why my eyes sparkle
Looking directly into my eyes
Wondering why I still blush
My closest friend tells me
“He doesn’t realize how sacred a woman’s love is”
I smile at his deep comment
I start to wonder
Why didn't he fell in love with me instead?
This wound inside my heart is slowly healing
I need him in my life to heal my eyes
Melancholy strikes my mind
This was never meant to be
He belongs to someone else
I am not the chosen one for him
I know that she’ll never make you laugh as I do
I know that she’ll never understand who you are like I do
I see right through you imperfections
I love you for who you are
Not for the person you try to be
You are beautiful in my eyes …
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