There is a demon in me.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic
this is how i feel

Submitted: April 19, 2011

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Submitted: April 19, 2011

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Alone. The shadows of the world are over her. Her faith is weakening. Her hope is destroyed. There is nothing left anymore. The thoughts in her mind all tell her one thing. Die. Die. Die. That’s all she wants to do. Die. Now she is all alone thinking to herself about everything that is wrong. All she does is hurt people. All she does is make life worse for everyone else. The only way she can say anything about it is by writing. She has nothing left now. She is nothing. The only way she knows she is still alive is the pain she is feeling. In her mind she pictures the only happy thought she can. Sitting in a bath tub. Water turning more and more pink each second, her head beginning to feel light-headed. Her thoughts blurring. Until finally, nothing. Not hearing, not feeling, not breathing, and not living. This is the most perfect thing she can think of. Dying would be the best. After all cutting is only a temporary solution to a never ending problem. The demon inside of her caused all of this. It caused everything. From her words to her cuts. It’s this entire little creature inside. The thing that she cannot explain. All it ever does is hurt. It hurts her and it hurts the one person she cares about the most. The only person who is keeping her alive. This demon wants one thing. Her dead, she now wants one thing. Her DEAD. The world would be so much better that way. Without this horrible person. This person that is nothing good. The person who only hurts people. The girl with the scars. The one addicted it cutting. The one who no one believes. There is nothing inside of her telling her what to do or how to act. That’s what they all say. Yet they do not know. They are not her; they do not feel the way she feels. They don’t understand. Nobody does.


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