my desire to be happy

the word happy is very easy to say

but very hard to be

everyone says there is a way

you need to only see

I tried very harder

to fined that one mine

but I m not a good founder

I m just sick for freaky smile

the smile of mine truly

but I've one doubt

will I ever get it really

or should I've to fought

I m confuse a lot

I know a thing clearly

what i wanted I never got

so I m deaming very fearly

I know nothing

when sadness will go?

and when I will sing

in the happiest people's row?

I m waiting untill

and I m a sad person still