Its hard to Trust

I'm sick of getting lied to. I tried too. So don't worry about what I did to you. No need to cry too. Oh but you ain't crying foo. You feelings is just fine dude.
Stop messaging me. I'm livin happily, and then you try and screw me over quitely, so that your friends don't see you have a mean side and me? You will get my mean side eventually.
You kick me when I was down but this crap you threw at me will come around. And I will be laughing when you laying on the ground and I'll be up on the mound throwing pitches safe and sound, where you can never get to me while I'm around.
I can't ever forget the day that we met but right now I don't care, even yet, that you can sleep when I haven't even slept. Not one good night of rest, will ever stop me from what I do best. Cause in the night time is a whole different life time, for me, it's like I can be whatever I wanna be and still have a right mind.
I will never get soft, just cause I can write a damn poem you think I can't show em? What it feels like to get shot down with a machine gun? It hurts, more than a punch to the face. It's bullets of mistrust racing to get there last taste. taste of blood before I dig out the bullets she shot at me. I'm doing what I should. It's for my own good. I wanna life the life I wanted it to be. It's trust you see? So trust in me.

-Kyler Orton