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this one is about a woman longing for her life back but she has a drink problem an she has to accept that she needs to revive herself again just becos she can ....

Submitted: September 11, 2007

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Submitted: September 11, 2007



looking back i can see why i craved  you so much the way u devoured me inside an out

harnessing my emotions my thoughts my control

deeming me unloved ....

i turned to u for guidance and ur sweetness only made this journey longer the temptation was irresistable and u were always there to aid me .. make me or break me ...

its now as im standing here today admitting defeat i realize the impact u had on my life the role u played and the role you still seem to play when the longing occurs

i can never banish you from me completely though if i let go of you now when i need you will u still b enough to keep me at bay

i couldnt b further from the truth for i am floating on the surface of the waters edge drifting out to sea and u drown me .....

no longer shall you speak for me it is becos of u that my i am dead to my family and the irony is it will be becos of u that i shall be re-incarnated as the self controlled woman i once was and yearn to be again...

i will not follow you,... i have my own direction and my path is too narrow to travel accompanied ...

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