My Locked Away Dreams

I wanted for my birthday u to be mine I wrote this before it was that time I hoped that there had been sufficient time passed For u to take me back & start again at long last

I gave u time and now I can see The best I can give u is freedom from me I make this decision bcoz I feel I must It appears that I'll never gain back that trust

I want u to know that no matter what There won't come a time u don't drive me nuts Not the kind that gets people admitted The better one, being forever & always committed

I must give that up & cancel my mission I guess our love will never meet fruition A terrible mistake cost me my dreams Inside I'm dying, filled with screams

It is this night, so late I knowingly choose to change my fate No longer will I bother u With idle threats of love so true

I will cease to be in your life Just as u've chosen not to be in mine I don't like it, it shatters my dreams But I have no thread left holding my seams

Rather than staying the rug on the floor I stand a strong woman & walk out the door I wanted to fill a box with a ring But u've made it clear that's not the right thing

I'm sorry I wasted so much of your time With my problems unending & these silly rhymes Instead all I have is this note The tears are pouring, they'd fill a moat

I wipe them away & stand once more Over broken dreams I walk to the door As I walk I glance back So uncertain of what I lack Matter it doesn't bcoz this door WILL BE CLOSED, WILL BE LOCKED, WILL BE OPEN NO MORE!!!!!