It's out there now,
for all of you to see.
It's come out plain,
Like a living diary.
I told you how I felt,
Without holding anything back.
I told you what I wanted
And in return I've gotten a smack.
For although you claim to love me,
In all the ways you can.
You failed to mention a girl back home,
The one who makes you feel like a man.
What did I really expect?
You were too good to be true.
I couldn't help it,
All I wanted was to be loved by you.
Tears formed in my eyes,
In front of you I hate to cry.
You took me in your arms,
as I felt my heart slowly die.
You told me that you loved me,
But that it just couldn't last.
You promised that you needed me,
I fell in love so fast.
I knew that it wouldn't work,
Your rank won't mesh with mine,
I told myself not to love you,
I held back every time.
A poem on Booksie,
Notes left at night,
The tools of resilience,
I really did try to fight.
But I couldn't do it anymore,
My love for you was too strong.
I couldn't stop my words,
I can't stop my heart song.
Please don't look at me like that,
I don't want to cry in front of you,
You placed your arms around me
And saidyou loved me too.
But you have a girl waiting,
She will be your whole life,
You have another officer,
And damn it, she will be your wife.
I can't stop this pain,
And nothing you say will make it all right.
I can't stop this feeling,
I cried all last night.
Seeing you in the office,
Pretending like nothing is wrong,
I just can't do it anymore,
I'm not that strong.
But I'll keep on acting,
Because I do it oh so well,
I'll keep on playing nice,
Though my heaven has turned to hell.
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