in my mind - by landonslester

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crazy thoughts

Submitted: September 06, 2012

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sitting
watching
waiting
thinking
for what to take in from what I want
my thoughts are twisted
my mind is sinking
but still no one knows
if I told you would you hear me
or hear me
either way it doesn't matter
you wont understand
you might relate
but not the same way
so  try to feel my pain
can you
or would you really ever want to
I don't look bad on the outside
what does that tell you
I'm good at hiding
it's best out in the open
oh
so you start thinking
maybe he is hurting
ask me
what do I say
nothing
my pain is internal and eternal
always there
never fading away 
Stranger now than ever before
but you wouldn't know
nor will you know
it's bad
but not a cry for help
can you see my pain
through the masquerade
 oh
your starting to understand
try again
what I say says nothing
even now

 


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