Angels Hearts

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Fantasy  |  House: Booksie Classic
Its about an angel princess and she wants to have true love and other human emotions like human beings have..but if she doesnt find her true love then she will disappear forever.

Submitted: March 27, 2008

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Angels are oblivious to their emotions, always happy and nothing else entered their minds. Yet some of the angels wished that they could experience true love,like the humans did on Earth but it was a silly dream of theirs and didnt really know how to act upon it. The angel princess had heard of these storiesaround the kingdom, but thought nothing more to them.She thought maybe these dreams dont come true. Look at me, Im one of them dreaming of things yet i cant do nothing about it. Im locked up in a tower of my own prision
never going out of the palace walls. Im always guarded and kept a secret from everyone.
 I cant  have any fun,  or have anything i want for once. I want to be happy like all the other angels but it never happens.
 One night she was sitting near her window,looking out of it unto a midsummers night. Staring at the tangled star blankets in the dusty sky, weaving unbelieveable dreams inside her mind. Wishing that she could leave this heaven world and become a human and have their same emotions. Yet love was the most desired emotion she wanted. Wanting her prince charming to take her away from this horrible place and she also wanted  to believe dreams come true but in her heart she didnt think it was possible.
 Lifting her head up, feeling the warm breeze brush through her hair she closed her eyes and wished upon one of the tangled stars. Wishing that she could escape her home life and be able to find true love. She opens her eyes and nothing happens. She slumps her shoulders down with her head bowed down, sighing," Why cant it ever come true". She then  turned  around to look at her bed she felt tired and needed some kind of sleep. Tomorrow was going to be another awful headache for her and she needed all the sleep she can get.  She walked over to her big comfy bed and laid there looking up at the campony thinking over ideas in her head.  Wondering if she could somehow sneak out of the palace and no one would ever know that she was gone till that night. Still thinking of some kind of way to get out of these prision walls she called her bedroom. It finally came to her when no one was going to be up in her area at all because of the banquet the next day. She could sneak down the back stairs and then go out a back secret door only she knew about. Then run as fast as she can to get away from everyone and find out what her desires are. Few minutes later her eyes were feeling droopy and she fell asleep,sleeping soundlessly in her comfy warm bed.
 Next day was the big day she was actually going to leave this kingdom for good. She was ready to fly away from here and just to have some kind of adventures of her own.
Around seven  at night the ball was going according to plan and she could hear the music and the angels having their fun.  She quietly open up the oak door and peaked around the corner to see if her guard was around. She looked both ways and didnt see a single angel guard there. She opens the door a little wider and steps out. She goes to the backstairs, standing there she took off her highheels and then tiptoe down the stairs and flew around the corner. She gets to the back door and opens it lightly and flees for her own sake.
 After few minutes after running a little she turned around to look back to see her once prisioned home and that no one was following her. She sighed and then flew away. Flew as long as she could till she got to the edge where Heaven opened its skies up and could see Earth in all its glory. She looked down at Earth and was feeling nervous but she held her breath and leaped down to Earth. Few minutes of gliding down the sky she enters Earth. Ashleigh lands in an area where there is open fields and a forest around her. Shes looking around thinking wow why didnt i come here earlier. Ashleigh was going to go to the nearest town but remembered she was still in angel form. She tried everything to change into a human but it didnt work. She was frustrated and cried out why cant i just change and be happy.
 After a while  pondering on what to do... she sat there eyes closed and wished to the Heavens to change her into a human being. A minute later her halo went and all you saw was her beautiful straight ashhy brown hair. She was wearing jeans and a tee-shirt instead of the flowing white gown and her wings disappear and was all human at that time. If felt strange to her being in a human form. Ashleigh had to get use to walking because in heaven they flew all the time but since she doesnt have her wings she will have to walk now. She stared at the scenery around her and she didnt know what this feeling was. Ashleigh was very curious as to what she was seeing. All the beautiful things around her had amazed Ashleigh and wanted to learn more and more of it.
 A few minutes of adjusting to walking she started walking out of the clearing and deep into the woods. Since it was the only way to get to the nearest town. Maybe an hour went by and Ashleigh was walking around looking up to the sky wondering what the angels were doing. Then the thought left her mind and came to this little town. Didnt know that she was tired or hungry that she walked to the nearest store just to look around. Get to know the people and see how they were interacting with one another. Yet there was really no one in this town. She opens the door and goes in this little restuarant. Had a few people in there. She kinda walks slowly to the counter and sits down on a stool. Looks around to observe these beings. Ashleigh gazes around and her eyes landed on this handsome young guy. Her heart started skipping.
 She was a little nervous and didnt know what to do. She said hes the one i love under breath and then holds her breath for  a few seconds then slowly releases it. Ashleigh had so many thoughts going at once she didnt know how to tidy them into one neat pile. She finally had it in her head she would go up to the fellow and talk to him. He knew she was staring at him but he really liked her as well. Ashleigh walks up the guy and says,"Hi, Im Ashleigh. I saw you and thought you were very nice and thought we could get to know each other for a while." The young man looked at her and smiled, said,"Yea, we can talk for a bit. I would love to get to know you more." Ashleigh blushes and sits down. They were talking for a few, seeming like they are getting along and loving each other more and more.
 Ashleigh was for certain that he was the one for her. She didnt know what to feel but love and to learn everything about him. She didnt want to be alone anymore. She thought to herself she wanted to a human forever and not go back to being an angel. All these feelings were wonderful to her. Experiencing these feelings were kinda ackward but still good at the same time. Ashleigh had spent a few weeks with Tony as that was her boyfriends name. They would go everywhere together. Always holding hands and kissing whenever they could. Ashleigh had this one feeling she couldnt get rid of and it seemed to be fear. Each night that she went to go to sleep she would have nightmares.
 These nightmares would be her walking through the woods in the middle of the night. Dark and driery with some fog rolling around the ground. It felt eriee to her but she would walk slowly through the woods trying to find her way back home. She really didnt know how she got there in the first place but she wanted to go home. But there would be monsters following her in the darkest. Lurking behind trees and watching her and smelling the fear and vulunerable to them.  After a while of walking around in the woods she comes to a clearing and she feels relieve that shes out of the woods. She squints a little bit ahead and she sees something moving towards her. She kinda tenses up and wonder what it could be coming near her. Finally after a few minutes of worrying of what it could be it was her boyfriend,Tony, coming up. She goes running towards him and hugs him feeling happy and content. He just hugs her but with no feeling to it. She pulls back to see whats going on and Ashleigh sees that he was disappearing slowly. Then blink of an eye he was gone. She would scream and then ask where did he go? Why did he leave me?What did i ever do to deserve this?
 She would wake up from this dream sweating and crying from the dream itself. Get up to get something to drink and to wipe her wet eyes and try to calm herself down and tell herself it was just a silly dream. It could never happen in a millin years. Just go back to sleep and morning will come to you then. You will be fine and the day will be better when you see Tony. Morning time rolls around and she gets up feeling tired still from the awful nightmare she had the night before. Her day goes good but she was thinking to herself all day, wondering what the dream had meant. Could it actually happen that if he doesnt feel anything that he would disappear, or would i disappear since im an angel and all?
 What am i suppose to do, I cant tell Tony whats going on he wont trust me anymore nor love me that much. I think i need to talk to some of the angels and see what this dream means. It wont leave my mind and i cant think of anything else. What is going on with me?  I need to talk to some angels fast, but who of the angels can i trust? Hmm maybe some people would just do. Sigh i have to do something to get my mind off of this. Well when i have time to myself i will send up a message to ask around for insight on this vivid dream.
 When Ashleigh got a few minutes to herself she sent up a message bubble to some of the angels just to understand what this message meant.  A few hours later after sending the message bubble some of the angel's have written back. They told her that this message meant that if she didnt fall in love with this guy then she will disappear forever and will never be able to live in heaven again. Ashleigh was so worried about this that she couldnt keep her mind focused on anything. Her mind was wondering around trying to figure out if she really loved him or if this was just a thing she desperately wanted that she will find anyone to love just to get out of the kingdom.
 Ashleigh is dazed and confused on whats going on. She didnt know how to express her feelings towards Tony. She just paced back and forth trying to figure out what she will say to him. She was frustrated inside and couldnt calm down at all. She wanted to say i love you and your the only one i wanted in my life. To make me happy and that this is a better life than the one in heaven. GRRR, her hands fly up giving up on what to think or say to him. She was just confused on everything. This world and hers colliding at once. What am i suppose to do.  She sits down waitng for Tony to get home so they can talk and see if this relationship is what she wants or if these are just feelings she never had before. She wanted to be loved for herself and she was thinking intently if she should come out and tell him that she is an angel and not a human being at all.
 Would that change everything that she ever knew? Would he hate her for not telling him the truth all this time. Just making up lies so she could feel happiness. All of these questions inside her mind was getting to her. Making her feel nervousness and couldnt stand waiting any longer. She was to edge of breaking down when Tony shows up. Comes in and hugs her and kisses her lips ever so lightly. After he was done kissing her he pulls back and asks what is wrong. She moves three steps back and worrying comes over her face. Um we need to talk about somethings. Tony's face was contorted to confusion and was wondering what was on Ashleigh's mind. "What is it honey? Is it something i did?", Tony asked. Ashleigh starts pacing again and then stops infront Tony and blew air and finally said Ive been wondering about a lot of things. I just want to know how you feel towards me. I mean i know you love me or if this is some kind of feeling i feel for the moment. Since im kinda new to them. Tony had a puzzled look on his face. Ashleigh sighed and said,"Tony, Im not human, never have been. Im an angel. I live up in heaven. See I came down here looking for true love and to get away from my miserable life. I was never happy up there and all the angels up there wished for true love and im the only one thats taking that chance. I need to know if this is true love or if this is just a feeling im having that is kinda new.  Tony goes up to Ashleigh and puts his hand on her chin to make her look into his eyes. Ashleigh, darling I love you more than anything on this Earth. Yet i cant make you love me, its up to you. You have to yearn for that love and make it as your own.
 Ashleigh stands there for a few minutes trying to collect her thoughts and finally said,"Im sorry Tony I dont know if this is true love for me. I mean yes i know you and yes i really do like you. For the first moment i saw you i said you was the one for me. Now im uncertain of what feelings i have now. They are all mixed up inside and dont know what to do. Ive never had any of these feelings and its strange. I hope you are not mad at me but i dont think i love you. Im sorry for hurting you but this is how i feel at the moment. Please forgive me for hurting your kind soul. You are always very kind and loving towards me. I hope you understand and hope you know that you understand me in everyway. Ive told you my biggest secret and yet your not angry at me. I thought in my head you was going to yell and not love me anymore. Maybe this is the meaning of true love. I wish i knew how i felt at this moment and knew what i wanted. Maybe i just want to be happy and kinda get use to these feelings."
 She started crying and ran away. Fleeing back to the clearing and plead to the angels to turn her back into an angel. I cant find true love down here and i dont want to disappear. I want to come back home. Please spare me. Ill live back home i dont care i dont want to disappear and never be able to have the opportunity to have these feelings again. After a few minutes of waiting, her halo, wings and her white gown had come back and she was thanking them. Ashleigh goes back to Heaven, entering it with a humble head. She goes directly to the palace and said,"Mother, Father please forgive me. I was being irrational and wanted to live and have my own life. I wanted to find true love on my own and that i could just feel these feelings these human beings do. Yet Ive learn that it wasnt cut out for me. Im sorry for leaving and im hoping that you will forgive me and take me back?" Her mother and father looked each other and nodded yes we forgive you and take you back as our daughter.
 Ashleigh wasnt too happy about that because after being accepted back into her family she was prisioned in her bedroom again. This time they had a lot of guarded more and that she wasnt going anywhere. Ashleigh couldnt even look out her window cuz her parents fear that she will escape from. She was more miserable now than she was a few months ago. This time it was hard for her to stay in this palace. After feeling those emotions she wanted to have them back again and would do anything to get out of here. She couldnt think of anyway to get out here. She started crying when all of a sudden she heard a ping on her window. She thought it was something else and was still crying. She heard it once again and went to the window. It was Tony he had somehow talked to the angels and asked them to change him into an angel. He came all the way back here to take her away. He did love me more than anything on this planet. 
 I know now that i love him that much. I want out of here right now. How can i do this...how. Tony please help me get out of here. They locked me up in this bedroom of mine and i dont know how to get out of here. I know now that i love you more than anything on this world or yours. Can you forgive me and still take me back. Tony said,"Honey, ive always loved you. You dont have to be sorry.Ill save you somehow.Let me think of how to get you out of there." A minute later he bust the window open and said,"Ashleigh you have to trust me, your going to have to jump. Can you do that and i will catch you." She nodded and counted to three and jumped out the window. Tony caught her and huged her tightly. He pulled her away a little and kissed her passionately. Then they went back to earth where Ashleigh had lived all her life on earth with her true love.


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