Deadly Dreams

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
inspiration from the song prelude 12/21 by AFI

Submitted: January 20, 2008

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Submitted: January 20, 2008



laying here at night
thinking about you as i lay here

wondering if you are going to be okay
and that your not going to give up on life

but the more i think about you
my heart breaks into million of tiny pieces

pieces that are tainted to black sulfur
dripping slowly into my veins

to be circulated through my body
letting my feelings be teased by this

knowing i will never hold you
kiss you nor talk to you face to face

i only see this in a dream
and wish hard that it could be real

and when i open my eyes
that dream is gone forever

and makes me feel horrible once again
to feel lonely and that im not wanted in this world

I cry on my cold lonely bed
letting my pillow absorb the tears

and my thoughts turn darker than before
wanting me to cut myself again

turning that lovely idea over and over in my mind
and finally i take a razor blade to my ivory smooth skin

feeling the blade slide across my sweet flesh
watching the blade cut into my skin as it starts dripping blood '

off the metal blade and drip to the floor
pooling around a red velvet blanket

wrapping itself around me
letting the warm leave my soul and let the coldness enter instead....

dear lover please leave white roses on my coffin
and dont weap for wasnt your fault

it was mine all along..... and this was my only escape route
and the only way to make myself happy for once in my life

Rest in peace dear sweet child of mine
ill dream of you forever and ever....

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