Mixed Feelings inside of me

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
More of my heart pored into a poem.

Submitted: December 21, 2007

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Submitted: December 21, 2007



Disappear in this life
Happy since im invisible
in peoples eyes

Scream, throw things doesnt get their attention
but cutting does
hmm go figure

I cut myself not because of attention
but all the loneliness, hurt in my life
cant take it all

feel empty inside
yet i cant control these feeling
screaming/crying doesnt help.

only thing that calms my nerves down
is blood... and more blood
feel so much better and dont understand it

Am I crazy?
Am i loosing it?
Am i a monster who loves blood and cant get enough of it?
Am I???

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