My inner secrets

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
I was upset at the time and needed to vent out somethings and wanted to get my emotions and point out in a poem.

Submitted: May 20, 2008

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Submitted: May 20, 2008



Misconcepts of the world
dancing around this poor little girls mind

Showing her what has been done to her
always teasing her... replaying all these memories

She shakes her head over and over
screaming LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!

crying out in anguish WHY DO YOU STAY! WHYYYYYYYY!!!!!!
i just want to be happy, normal little girl

like i use to be
instead of this stupid...broken down woman

what have i turned into?
Who am i anymore??

I scream, hit walls.. cut myself
just to let my emotions out

Yet that doesnt help me out
What is wrong with me?

I fall down on my knees...hands buried in my face
crying loudly...Somone one...God anyone

Please hear my pleas
please kill me. let me die in peace

Let me say goodbye to the ones i love so dearly
and not let this pain affect them at all

I cant do anything right
i cant be happy anymore

So i decided in my mind, let me die in peace
with white roses on my coffin..

I want my stuff tiger with me when i die
knowing he was half of my comfort on this earthly world

Yet my other half will hurt more and more
as i rot in my lonely coffin.

Please spare them the torment of me dieing
I love them and just want them to be happy and know i love them.

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