New Year .. New Me ?

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
New year new me i guess

Submitted: January 21, 2013

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It sucks, to feel so deeply for someone, then they give you a pat on the head and push you on you way. It's like everything that we shared was erased from their memory bank and you've just become a random person to them. I am always so guarded and kept away from feeling those things and I guess this feeling I'm feeling at this very moment is the reason why.

I really want someone to feel for me the way I feel for them. I have a big heart and I'd love to share it with someone. I've been focused on me and my life and I think it's time that I let someone in. Only problem is, those that I want to let in, don't want to stick around. They'll feed me this bullshit about how they feel about me is so strong, and how I'm this awesome person, yet they don't want anyone to know we even had a thing going on. 

I'm a secret, no one dares to tell the world how they truly feel about me. Probably afraid of the backlash they'll get for being with someone like me. Not your typical girl, not someone who'll blow any other women out the water. Just plain 'ol me. Not good enough. Not up to societies idea of beauty, and definitely not someone they could see a long term relationship with.

It hurts man. I give so much and never ask for anything in return. I just want to be loved 


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