Sorry for thinking about you

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Am really sorry for trying to make you happy....

Submitted: September 22, 2011

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Submitted: September 22, 2011

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Am Sorry...
I really don't know what to say....
You were right...
You never took the negative way of what I said..
You were right...
You never wanted me to interfere in your life...
You got that straight....
You spit on my face that I don't fit in your life...
Wanted this truth to be a lie...
Wanted this day to get erased of my life....
You're right... Am not Jesus.... I don't know what your life is...
But I felt pain you've gone through by your words...
You're right..... I can't solve your problems... I can't make you happy...
I just need a chance to prove you right...
Do I really have to be your brother to get some importance to my words?
If that's true... Friends can be what you want them to be...
You want me to be loyal... Am your slave dog.....
You want me to be close to you... Am the Lifeless teddy you can hug to...
You want me to make you happy... am the tears you shed... I'll expire to kill your pain...
You want me to undergo pain... I'll wear the crown of thorns as long as it makes you happy..... even until death...
If Am your pain.... and you want me to disappear.... I'll be your shadow... But will never leave you...
If you really want me to leave you.... I really can't until I see your future with you being happy forever...
I really don't want to interfere in your life... maybe you're right... maybe you are what you always wanted to be... maybe I have to be away from your life....
So much to write about you... But these tears are not letting me.... I don't want these tears be you... am happy being sad than losing a friend like you...
I never felt to cut my wrist for someone who doesn't care for me... maybe my death would be the price to pay to make you happy...
I never thought I would ask you this..... Will you drop a tear on my corpse that's waiting for you to bid me bye......?


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