Seven More Hours

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
A short run through my thoughts as I wait for my flight at the airport to go meet the love of my life. Days after he asked for a break from our relationship.

Submitted: September 17, 2012

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Seven more hours till I surprise you. I don't know what to expect. I will be smiling, nervous no doubt and shy. It's been a long time, I don't know if I can run to you though, I always imagined running to you. I can't do that now, you want to be free of me. All the misery I come with.
I don't come with misery, I don't intend to hurt you, not ever, its all in your head you know? your insecurities.
I've decided that I wont run to you, I'll walk fast, I will smile, I may cry, tears of happiness I'll say they are. But thats only partly true, I'll have tears of sadness too, mixed in with all that happiness that comes along with seeing you, holding you, after so long.
Will you react coldly? keeping that distance that you wanted so badly? I hope not. I want you to run to me. At the sight of me I want you to run, with your arms wide open, I want you to lift me up high, say my name loudly, express your joy in that childlike way I love.
Say oh my god, I missed you, I love you. Don't leave my hand alone, be scared to let me go. Look at me, look at me without blinking, tell me I look wonderful tonight. Then I'll be yours, I really will. I'll wash away all my doubts, my worries, my fears, my insecurities (sadly, all of which you have installed in me) At least for this one night.
React coldly, and my fuse will go off, my love for you will stop that instant. Please don't be cold. I pray you aren't cold, or awkward or silent.

 


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