Mind Your Words

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
Yeah, back to depressing and now a life story.
So, recently- through a mixture of things- my self esteem has literally plummeted. After about a week of happiness, it's all gone. Now I'm paranoid, and self-conscious, and it's basically tearing at any social skills I have left. Which doesn't help. Oh, fun.

Submitted: November 02, 2011

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I guess you don’t understand your words,
The way they hit, and stick with me.
The way they warp my mind so sickly,
That all I see is some half assed creation.

Perhaps you might be only joking,
When you make me feel a failure,
But guess what, it really does hurt,
And I don’t know how long I can take it.

You’re hitting my worst insecurities,
And now I feel like I’m never enough,
I’m no longer funny, smart, interesting,
I’m not worthy, or someone to be proud of.

And now all of that overwhelms me,
And it’s hard to function normally,
Which continues this vicious circle,
And it’s ever so slow destruction.

And now it’s hard to trust people,
All friendship seems like pity,
Because tell me, why do I deserve this?
So I guess no body must mean it.


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