Dark Thoughts...

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Dark Thoughts... Dark Thoughts...

Poem by: LizLew

Genre: Poetry

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Poem by: LizLew

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Genre: Poetry

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Just some dark thoughts that are swirling around my head.

Summary

Just some dark thoughts that are swirling around my head.

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Submitted: December 01, 2011

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Submitted: December 01, 2011

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Look into my eyes made of glass shards,
I throw back the light, your comments I disregard.
I am simply a shadow of the night and the day,
A bleeding, broken heart, the thing that used to remain.
These bones I wish will turn to dust,
Continue to work, but with unseen rust.
Everyday it’s the same Dark Thoughts,
These Dark Thoughts I just can’t ignore.
I don’t care what you, I simply say,
But in reality? It hurts every day.
Fat, emo, fag, bitch, freak,
Congratulations, you’ve described me.
Aggressive, annoying, pathetic, cow,
You’re right, that’s me, you can stop now.
Useless, a waste of space, stop breathing you emo shit!
Please, stop, I get it, I get it!
So many ways that words can hurt,
Deep inside is where they burn.
Circling my head, day in and day out,
Most of them from my family’s mouth.
I’m sorry for breathing,
I’m sorry for bleeding!
I’m sorry for not screaming,
I’m sorry for needing!
You beat me down with not just words,
Sometimes I wonder what could be worse.
Another nail in the coffin as they say,
Another path, another lane, another day.
The rain falls without a sound,
Blood, I see it, all around.
Usually mine, but not always the same,
When it isn’t mine, I go slightly insane.
The pain is there, always around,
My own screams I hear, the ones I don’t let out.
I’m sorry for breathing,
I’m sorry for bleeding!
I’m sorry for not screaming,
I’m sorry for needing!
Memories swirl and drown my head,
How much easier it would be if I were dead.


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