Don’t you know you control me?
Don’t you see it in my poetry?
Can’t you see how in control you are?
Don’t you know your name is forever a beauty scar?
I whisper your name and am given pleasure,
I think of you in dearly leisure.
I kind of want to doodle your name,
You drive me completely insane.
Will you stay away, stay away forever?
I thought we promised that we’d never.
My love for you will survive, live eternally,
But maybe it’s better for you to move on and forget me.
I don’t want to let go, and my heart never will,
But I can leave you alone, despite the me it kills.
If it makes you happy to know I’m dead,
A bullet through my brain and a gun to my head.
I’ll close my eyes, I just need to know,
Is this what you want?
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