I’m a 14 year old girl.
Feeling perfection, so happy
My best friend my family, Charlie….
I have a smile on my face.
A text, a chat, we spoke every day,
My companion, my friend.
My life, it’s perfect.
But push comes to shove
And the shove was the worst.
Charlie entered my life,
Something I cannot reverse.
One single meet, Charlie’s sugar coated words,
He lied, I cared. This was the start of the curse.
A gift bag sits upon my lap, Charlie sits next to me.
I look what’s inside, and I have the urge to flee.
The start of a motor,
A motel room,
Pieces of red,
The shredding of my cocoon.
A touch, a kiss.
Blue flowers on the wall.
No running back now.
He has taken it all.
The calls; they ended.
The chats; they stopped.
How come I wasn’t mended?
I thought everything was supposed to be alright.
But all what I wanted from you was to say good night.
Sadness, lost, why did you disappear?
I thought you cared,
My soul felt bare.
My life as I knew it was falling into despair.
They all started to meddle
They boiled the kettle.
An easy solution….
Why won’t you just call!!!!
They all wanted to find you,
This was the middle of the mess.
You made me fight with the people I loved.
But there you were pretending like you were a god.
I believed in you.
Why didn’t you see?
Let’s come to the part;
That there were other girls like me….
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