Believe

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
Remember that one day when everything stopped making sense...

Submitted: May 18, 2014

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Remember that day when everything seemed not fair, and life stopped making sense. It seemed like no matter what you do it doesn’t mean anything to anyone. How do you explain yourself when you can’t find the right words to describe what you feel? How does one even know what they feel in the first place after all? Happy, sad, disappointed…. What are all those emotions. How can someone make you so happy but tear you apart at the same time. Love rules the world, and feeling emotions is one of the greatest things in the world, but what do you do when it stops. When you cant feel anything but the emptiness on the inside. When it’s all gone and nothing is left behind, what do you do? How does one escape from the emptiness but also how does one get to it in the first place. But lets go back to how it all starts. When we are born into this world, that’s the beginning of everyone’s journey and that’s where it all starts.

I just want to feel again she said as she stayed crying in her room. What happened to the happy girl that everyone loved. What happened to the one who always knew how to bring everyone up no matter what she was feeling. Seems just like a regular teenager girl problem, doesn’t it. That’s what everyone says. She will be okay, we have all went thought it. But what if her situation is different, and she wont get out of it as everyone else. Don’t judge a book by its cover, is one of the oldest sayings… but is it true? Define happiness is one word. Everyone would say something different. It could be ice cream for a five year old, a boys name for a 16 year old girl, and a word child for a woman that just found out she cant have kids. Well do you believe happiness consists of things we cant have? Is our mind set up to function that the happy place is somewhere else where we are not. The grass is always greener on the other side, isn’t it?

Some people believe in money, some people believe in health and some believe in love. So what is it? What makes one happy. There are 7 billion people in the world, and there is still not one thing that will make everyone equally happy, and I can guarantee you that no one will ever find it. Everyone’s happiness is different., just remember to never settle for someone else’s happiness without finding your own first. Happiness is when you stop looking for it in other things or other people, is when you find it in yourself. Believe it or not, it is possible. It is hard, and it takes a lot of work, and many people have died without reaching their full happiness in life but it is possible. Never depend on anything or anyone, be yourself and love yourself for who you are, but work towards who you want to become and who you want to be.

But in life, one thing I have learn is that not finding happiness is a progress, what hurts the most is when you think you have found it and you loose it. And that is the moment when life stops to make sense.

I have lost people that meant the world to me. Literally someone I would do anything for and always be there for them no matter what, but someone times it is not good enough. And what is there to do in that situation? Just work on yourself. Love yourself.  I never understood how one can just walk away from everything, and hurt someone so bad and so deep. Until I have realized that I have done it myself. Yes, my intentions were to help the person and help them move on, but when someone did it to me it was different. I never realized what I have done, until I felt it on myself. Everyone’s got their own reasons, and everyone goes through different situations. But one doesn’t realize what he or she has done, until someone else plays the same game on them. 


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