the end of the darkest tunnel.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
i can say that I'm finally ''free''

Submitted: September 06, 2012

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Lately I've been eating. Lately I've been lifting up my sleeves without the fear of someone seeing scabs. Lately I've been starting to have a real smile on my face. 

It has been such a long time since the last time I said that, I was in love when i said that last. It was hard to let go, but now that i did, the past is just a memory of a girl that i used to be. A distructirve girl who was forgetting about all the amazing things and just focusing on the bad. I'm starting to find joy in the things i used to love as a child. I'ts not just about marijuana and pills anymore. 

I guess that im finally growing up. I'm finally accepting the fact that I am me and can only be me. I'm starting to finally realize that if i dont start to love myself, I will never find true love with the right intensions. I got lost in the darkest tunnel a few years ago. I'm not out of it, but i can finally see some light. So I must be near the end. 


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