hapiness!!! no

have i found one to listen and make me happy!?

i think so

were great friends

shes awesome and tells me anything

i tell her anything

soon, pressure builds

she needs space

i take it wrong and think shes kicking me out of her life

2 weeks, 2 lost loves

1 week later shes back!? 1 regained love?

is it true?

wrong.

more pain

less things to keep life alive

not much to this cold world

why was i so dumb?

why was i so blind?

why did i put so much trust?

why do i try to love?

am i meant to even be loved?