My Last Words

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
I always wonder what it would be like if I die so I decided to write a poem from the eyes of someone after their dead.

Submitted: February 20, 2008

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I’m writing a poem about myself
For you see I am dead
There will be no more laughing or crying
Or thoughts going through my head

I didn’t understand
I didn’t know why
Everyday I thought of suicide
Everyday I wanted to die

I didn’t tell anyone
I was scarred of what they’d say
I was scarred they’d think I’m crazy
And lock me away

So I didn’t tell anyone
I kept it all inside
Each day added more pain
And little by little I died

I didn’t have to many friends
But my friends were the best
I thought others I knew were stupid
And I hated the rest

Now they are all here
Staring at my grave
Staring down upon a girl
None of them could save

My biggest fear had always been
Losing all my friends
So when I moved away
I knew my life would have to end

I’m sorry for leaving you
I know you are sad
I didn’t want it to end this way
But death isn’t all that bad

I didn’t mean to hurt you
I didn’t want you to cry
But I couldn’t take it any longer
I was living a lie

Please don’t forget me but don’t
Remember me as a crazy suicidal
Remember the girl you knew
How just stopped fighting it all

I know when you heard what happened
To me you didn’t know it was real
You might have had mixed emotions
Not knowing how to feel

Now you must except it
For I am truly gone
Nothing can bring me back
So you must move on

Please don’t blame yourselves
This was always my goal
I overdosed on pills
Kill the body to free the soul

These are my last words
To those I dearly love
Know I love and will watch over you
From far below or high above.


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