Multiple Me's

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This is me...

Submitted: September 26, 2012

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Submitted: September 26, 2012

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I understand the Confusion because on sight you see 1 human being

but I’m an undiagnosed Bipolar and it the United States of CARISSA you see…

You thought you knew yet had no idea,

that inside this 1 body multiple me’s live…

Like Disney’s family of dwarfs in my head, 7 of them all in one room

CARISSA’s the puppet she does what they compel her to do…

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Like LOYALTY and LOVE the Twins, CARISSA’s ‘EMO’ Babies…

Locked up in a castle, Romantics, wearing drama mask faces, and crying daily…

LOVEtake on all bets, leaving LOYALTY to settle all debts…

and LOVEs carefree tendencies leave LOYALTY with mountains of regret…

Because LOVE gave my heart to everyone, they trash it and pass it on to LOYALTY

They’re the pain in each of CARISSA’s eyes that everyone can see…

No one’s seen them smile in a while, saying “it’s sad what life’s done to them”…

they exist wallowing in pain watching the rest of the girls live…

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It’s me, FENDI the ‘EGO’, eternally Daddy’s little girl…

a drunk and case book hood rat, but no less my father’s daughter and a hustler to the core…

Usually only called out by liquor, or someone else’s inner hood rat…

Quick to pop off or pop my ass wherever the feeling struck me at…

I’m a Tee and Jeans type of chick, I got CARISSA tatted up…

and why she cusses like a sailor when a cat has CHARISMA’s tongue…

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Hey, I’m CHARISMA, the Witty One, with the kind of poise and wisdom that comes with age…

My confidence is in abundance, as is my ability to spew hate…

I’m sarcastic and antagonizing, self righteous to say the least…

But you don’t want to debate this one, Verbally I’m a Beast…

I’ll embarrass most without trying; it’s how I get my kicks…

FENDI’s a problem child but you really don’t want it with this Bitch…

I’m so complex it’s compelling and one day I may let the world know…

That my way with words could make CARISSA the next Maya Angelou

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But she’s hated on me, NONCHALANT, with my lazy ass…

I’m the biggest skeptic in the world, giving no dream a chance…

Because if failure happened to others, then it to could happen to us…

and I only act like I don’t care but I’m very protective of LOYALTY and LOVE

I’m a pot head occasionally getting 2 blunts in by 8 am…

I’m what’s left of the Tomboy ‘SNUG’ that reigned as the original queen in CARISSA’s head…

and I still throws my weight around, in an attempt to crush the other dreams…

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Except with me, SYDNEY, andNON knows better than to try that sh!# with me…

The worldly world traveler that plans to touch down on every continent on the globe…

Like a Hip Hop Carmen San Diego, where I’ll stop only God knows…

I’m on my been there, done that and on to some new shit to conquer…

A force to be reckoned with, they say once she starts no one can stop her…

But as much as I got it going on I’m too impulsive to run the show…

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Making me the leader of the pack, PRIDE’s the name by which I go…

I’m cautious and calculating, mapping out every move the others may make…

Preparing for the worst and assessing what the others can and can’t take…

I have no time for foolishness, so I don’t give bullshit a first thought…

When the others start reaching for fire, it’s always me that’s warning them it’s hot…

And when they won’t listen, I’m quick with an I told you so…

keeping the records of their mishaps to rub in their faces so they won’t do that sh!t no more…

I’m a powerful introvert, me and mine f@#k any and everything else …

And all that Hate CHARISMA can spit, it’s by me that all the hate is felt…

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LOVE, LOYALTY, FENDI, CHARISMA, NONCHALANT, SYDNEY, and PRIDE

blend together pretty well so CARISSA seems like a fairly normal human being…

But when you really get to know me you find out inside there’s multiple me’s…


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