What did i do? to make you hate me ?

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those to all who have cut
this poem is fictional but i have cut once with glass (//_O) but it wasnt deep no blood flowed like a river just a stream but it wouldve help if i wasnt at school when i did it ^_^
but this poem should NOT be used as a trigger to kill yourself ok?

Submitted: July 31, 2010

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Submitted: July 31, 2010

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What did i do?

to make you hate me ?

you said i wasnt worth your time

yet i'm not even worth my own

you wonder why there are scars

i dragged a blade across my wrist

to feel the cold sharp blade cut through the

skin and the scarlet blood trailing

iv'e no need to cry

a reason to die

no need to cry

no need for life just

poison to die slowly

yet you hate me what did i do ?

what made you hate me ?

you expect me to show emotion ...

well thasn maybe your standards are too high

all i'll do is scowl

and lie so im fine but inside i die

my emotions bottled no reason why

i protect and serve im loyal yet you hate

friends are poison

in the end they will seem to hate no matter what you say

yet in the night sky the stars above i seem to cry

yet never love

your poison infected me inside im dead

i'm just a hollow shell

a void of emotions

no fears

all i have is frozen tears

i still wanna cut by my life isn't bad

one of the best iv'e ever had

yet you hate me what did i do

you made me hate myself

but i forgive cause

deep down i already knew to be hated was my life

do i need a razor ,a blade or a knife

no i sitand endure this torturous hell

to live out my life i will

yet i still wanna drag that blade across my wrist watch my blood fall

and my soul seep out from the cut to end my life

and live the life i was destined to ...

to be hated thats my reason for living

to be a punching bag cause i feel no pain

i still have emotions they come out when it rains

the emotions flow from my body into the rain all over again im souless again


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