The Story Of Us..and us.. and us

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When I was five, it seemed like life was all kitties and butterflies and that everything was perfect. When I was five I was in love with Robert. He was my very first love, I remember going to Chuck E. Cheese with him and swimming in my pool and playing in our backyards. Being five was so much fun, no worries or stress. We were free and could live life happily.
Now Robert's a year older than me, so when he went to First grade and I went to kindergarden I felt lost. I knew I loved Robert still even if we were at different schools.

Submitted: April 11, 2012

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When I was five, it seemed like life was all kitties and butterflies and that everything was perfect. When I was five I was in love with Robert. He was my very first love, I remember going to Chuck E. Cheese with him and swimming in my pool and playing in our backyards. Being five was so much fun, no worries or stress. We were free and could live life happily.

Now Robert's a year older than me, so when he went to First grade and I went to kindergarden I felt lost. I knew I loved Robert still even if we were at different schools. I met boys in kindergarten and had a few crushes on them but none were as big as the one I had on Robert. In elementary school there was a gap where we didn't talk that often, that was in 3rd grade. It also happened in 6th grade when I went to middle school. I confessed to him that I liked him in 5th grade and all throughout middle school. He told me that he just wanted to be friends. In 7th grade I tried a new stragedy. Moving on. Even though it was incredibly hard, I did. In 7th grade I had my first “relationship.”Course then I was not mature enough or even really ready for one. I hardly knew what a relationship was at that time. I dated this boy, Bryan for four lovely days and he broke up with me via text message on the way to Canada. Swell. My second “boyfriend” Brendan basically did the same thing Bryan did. Four days. Breakup. Text message. I knew I wanted love, I wanted a real relationship.

Corey. My friend liked Corey in 7th grade. Kristen had told me all about him and that he liked her too. She and him had a relationship, but then Kristen didn't know what she was feeling and wanted to breakup with him. Being me, I started talking to Corey and after a couple weeks of getting to know eachother we started going out. This lasted for nine. Nine. NINE. Months. But it wasn't technically a real relationship. We never really got to hangout, we only talked on the phone and texted. As I said before I had no idea what a real relationship was in 7th grade. This would be a great example. I really dragged out the relationship with Corey and I regret that. It just did not work. We are still friends and we're way better as friends. My friend, Kristen still has feelings for him, and he wants to be with her but she isn't sure if she should because they don't talk that much. Also in 7th grade I had incredible feelings for Cade. Cade is a very outgoing person and he did plays with me and he's an overall nice guy. Also in 7th grade I experienced parts of a real relationship. Fights. Ben did seem very nice at first but then I questioned him, I wasn't happy to see him. He would always get in trouble at play practice and I didn't like that. He wanted things that I didn't want. We would get into fights and he would want to break up, then he'd be begging on his knees for me back. Luckily, I was smart and said no. But then I was in felt sad because I had nobody and I did the absolute wrong thing and flirted with a ton of guys and I went out with Ryan for exactly 1 day.

In 7th grade I kept going back to Robert though. I knew I still loved him, but I knew moving on was a better choice then to love someone that won't love you back.

In 8th grade I went out with Nick, now Nick isn't the happiest clam in the sea, or the smartest. He smoked. Not my brightest decision For Valentines day he got me a bracelet. I was really happy. Until he started acting like an ass. I couldn't take it any longer and said we had to breakup. He was being an idiot and I was blinded by his looks. Back to Cade, In 8th grade me and Cade went out for three months it all seemed happy, though my Mom said he was grimy. We would hold hands, be all cute and happy. He used to say the sweetest things to me, like “Your heart is a heart of diamonds.” I felt really special when he said those things to me. I felt lucky. One day, Cade ignored me all day, I tried to talk to him but he wouldn't talk back. I knew something was up. I tried texting him and calling him, nothing. He texted me back once and said he wanted to break up and that we were not right for each other. I accepted it even though I cried myself to sleep that night and couldn't even go to school the next day. I told my Mom that I was sick and I wanted to stay home from school. Little did I know, I actually was sick. I had to go to the doctors and they gave me medicine and I was out of school for three days.

Also in 8th grade I dated Joe Burt even though he's insanely nerdy and a play nerd.

I didn't care because he was a nice guy. We ended up just being friends. Then Sarah my best friend started dating Joe Burt. I started dating Sam Peterson. He was also a nerd and a grade younger than me. I got my first awkward kiss from him it was insanely awkward but I guess it was a good first kiss. He was really sweet and we dated for three months. But that soon came to an end because he wanted to breakup with me.

 

Summer was as always the best time for me. I get to chill and hang with friends and just have fun in the sun. I met Dylan that summer and he was a fun guy and he came over my house and I invited

a couple friends too so it wasn't awkward. Worst decision of my life. My friend Corey (the guy I dated for 9 months) and Dylan were goofing off together leaving me alone... My girlfriends were off on their own having fun so I was just chilling in the hottub.... by myself. I was highly impressed when Dylan did flips off the diving board. School soon started and Dylan and I went our seperate ways. You could say we had a summer romance.

 

After a couple weeks of getting used to the new high school I felt comfortable enough to go places on my own, and know that I wouldnt get lost going to my classes. I thought my teachers were very nice and I loved the new school.

 

Chris. Bad. Bad. Bad decision. He went out with me for four days and drunk texted me to breakup. I also just love being made fun of by his friends. Whatever, it will happen.

 

On friday night a private boys school always has dances where girls can go to meet guys and dance and have fun. My friends and I went to two of them this year. Oh. My. God. I met a guy Matt, and at first he seemed like the greatest guy. Then we got into fights, I didn't know what to do anymore. I cried and I cried I had no idea what to do. After that episode I wanted to find someone new so I went to another dance with my friends and blinded by the darkness I stupidly met a really ugly guy named Dan W. and boy was that a mistake. We talked and he seemed real nice, but turns out he only wanted me. I found that out because I went to his house and the whole time he was trying to persuade me to kiss him when he smelled so bad, I didn't even want to sit next to him, but I had too because I was over his house. I texted my Mom after I had explained to him that I just wanted to be friends. No I lied I didn't even want to be his friend, but I couldn't tell him that.

A girl in culinarys boyfriend had recently broken up with her so I decided to chat him up and see what happened. Talking about that lead to talking about other things and we got really close and he really wanted to go out with me. Josh. Why do you haunt me? You were so good to me and I let it all slip away... But you treated me terribly too. You cheated and I found it out from one of your friends. I thought you really loved me, guess that we were all a lie. You kissed me a bunch of times and my lips feel poisoned. I felt very hurt. I felt like I couldn't ever get over you. But now I have found someone who I know will treat me right and never treat me bad. We may not skype every night like I did with you, Josh but you know its good enough for me.

 

DJ, you know I like you. You're all that I had hoped for in a guy. You're sweet, you're nice to me, I just wish we could hangout and talk more. I know you like me too and I really want us to be together. You're fun, you can be super silly too (like me!!!)  I love how you give me bearhugs. They make me feel safe and warm and the fact you pick me up too, is so fun. I love being with you. We may disagree sometimes and that's okay because I know in the end everything will be fine and we'll workout. 

 

Boys and girls come and go into each and every one of our lives. It's up to us to find who were destined to be with. So take chances. Be yourself. Live it up. Because in the end.... #YOLO

 

 

 


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