I'll Be Okay(1)

Everyone says im okay

but im consumed by the pain

thats all i can feel

so im going insane.

Ive lived through these years

and shed so many tears.

I tried to face my fears

but instead

my soul was shattered.

I wont know what to do

when i meet you again.

what would you do

if you saw me this way?

What do i say

if you walk into my life?

would i be okay

to say a single word?

Would you listen

or just shove me away

and run like

the coward you have become?

Did you really love me

or am i only fooling myself?

Do i want your love

or do i just want your guilt?

I dont know how

im going to make it through

but ill try so

i can prove to you

what you have done.