Wow, thanks for runing my life.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
Bianca finds herself angry and scared with herself after becoming pregrant after a party.

Submitted: February 13, 2010

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Wow, thanks for runing my life.

  I thought back on that night, it was so nice, so relaxed so easy. I was in love, or so I thought, I thought he loved me enough to be safe, to be careful, but he wasn't and I wasn't either. I rememer how romantic it was and how drunk we probably were, wow drunk at 16, and pregnant, my life was going so well right?

Hahahahahahaha no. Not funny, not cool, not real this deffinatly wasn't happening. But it was.  

I shook the pregnancy test like a Etch-a-schetch, and so hard it flung out of my hand and onto the floor. But I knew, no matter how much I shook it, that little + sign would just stare at me and laugh.

"HAHAHAHAHA! Your boyfriend got you pregnant!" Thats what it would say if it could talk.

So I kicked it across the room and screamed, thank god I was home alone. I wanted to go and rip up everything in reach, but instead I sat in the bath tub and cryed, untill my eyes dried up and I coulden't cry anymore.

My friends were no help, shunning me at school, I felt like a outcast, a loser, my boyfriend left me, he told everyone I was a drunk bitch, and even turned my own brother agianst me, my mother was angry that I had crapped my life in the toilet and flushed, as she put it. Yes thats what my mother said.

I lived with my friend now, the only one who stood by me and who would forever. I hated myself more than anything, the only thing that kept me alive was this baby.


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