save me from the nightmares

dreams of faeries and unicorns
mistletoe and happiness
rarely pop up in my dreams
and when they do
they disappear
i wish i wasnt like this
filled with darkness
there is no light
my dreams of death and horror come more often then not i guess
but now its time i admit
its time that i confess
i wish i had those dreams
of happiness galore
but if there in my thoughts
when i close my eyes
they are no more
my life out side aint ok
and inside its even worse
no one belives
i have these dreams
of satan and hells fire
im sad my lifes not usual so i act as if it is inside im a sad you
normal
not loud
or wierd
im not comfident or crazy
im actually always frightened because when i drift to dream land
satan
he waits for me there
he waits for me lowered defenses
to get in my hair
he burns and cuts and abuses me
hes there to make me die
to make me his
to surrender
and i wont go to the lighthouse in the sky

first part. i thought we were suppose to write it here so i wrote one half and realized..... well u get my point the rest is in the other box