You don't know this, but I'm saying the truth, when I use to see you, I felt like I couldn't move. There was something about you, maybe it's your face, your lips, your eyes, not seeing you like I once saw you before, brings sadness inside. The way you managed to look at me, or even stare, gave me the feeling as though you truly cared.
The room could be filled with so many heads, but when you were there, they would vanish, I only saw you and me, standing instead.
I felt like a young girl with butterflies inside, a beautiful bird, flying gracefully in the sky. At time I felt as I couldn't breathe, praying to God, for you not to leave. There's something I just have to say, I felt as you complete me and you would take my breathe away. It was never boring being around you, I felt the passion and I know you felt it too! You hardly ever smiled for all to see, but you did smile, a few times, only for me. I would smile back, the best smile I knew, because I was happy, being around you!
I remember you once said, "You couldn't be around me too long", the passion and excitement between us both, was just too strong. I remember things you once said, (The cute, funny, sweet, and loving) words, that are stuck in my head.
I also remember the problems we started to have, and the ( hurtful, painful, stressful), issues that just turned out so bad.
There's no more butterflies, no more secret stares , no more laughter between us, filling the air. The passion we had just vanished, it didn't stay, all those feelings inside just completely faded away. All that's left is all the bad, hurtful words, that has left me sad. That crazy ride that came to it's end, and every now and than, it does comes into my head.
I sometimes wonder if your thoughts takes you to me, I guess I'll never know and just let it be!
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