"Who would really want me?"
I know I'm not that perfect, no one really is, I've made alot of mistakes, wishing I can go back to being a little kid. So I can retrace all my wrongs and changed them back to right, never say a bad word, or get into a crazy fight.
Now that I'm much older I see it's not all my fault, people can be so mean, even as adults. I know life is a lesson and we must learn from that, always looking forward, and never looking back. I know heaven wouldn't want me, and hell would probablly laugh, because I still have more good inside, which over powers the bad.
To get to heaven you must be 100% really good and that really isn't me, but my family said, if I'm truly sorry, than I really could.
Enter into heaven, WOW that would be truly great, but all the people that have done me wrong, I still truly hate. So I know I won't go there, even if I tried, I'm not truly sorry, I can not tell a lie.
So now I'm in the middle trying to find my way, I hope that God has a place for me to truly stay. Who would really want me, if the world came to an end, I just hope there is a place, where I can find a true friend.
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