Loving Erica

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
A shocking short story

Submitted: December 22, 2012

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Submitted: December 22, 2012

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I really do love you... I mean, its not that hard to figure out. I tried to tell you... I did. I wish I could. It's just.... I'm invisible to you. You dont know im here. How can i expect you to? I hate that I left you, but i wouldnt change it. It was time. We just werent meant to be. I see you, i watch you, I really do care about you. I just wish I could tell you... You tried to tell me too.... by knocking down the lamp we used to read by every night.... But you just yelled and screamed at your brother.... "WHY AERN'T YOU LISTENING TO ME"...."ANSWER ME"...."DON'T LEAVE ME HERE ALONE"....."Dont leave me here to DIE!".....you must not understand only i can hear you...... but I loved him too.. i tske care of him now that your gone...but i didn't love,love him...atleast... not like i do you... but almost like he was my own brother.

I miss your beautiful eyes... I can barely stand to see them every day. Every day they are full of tears.... you do nothing.. you lie in bed and cry. I guess your sad too..... It sucks.... being me. I cant cry. I need to but i cant. You were my everything.....my life. And now that im gone..... and you aernt with me... its like my life is over... I feel like i can still touch you... but maybe im just seeing things.. maybe your just my minds way of dealing with how i hurt you.... I still feel like its my fault... I cant help but think that.... im sorry i let you go... im so sorry. I knew, when noone else did.... I wish i would have told someone.. if i did..... youd still be alive. You wouldnt be dead...  

I want to take you to where you died... I saw it before you did it... before you took your life... Your bed, the rope.... it was all there... Maybe seeing it is what you need... to ya know, move on... Thats what ghosts do eventually right? They move on... Maybe i can help you move on, so you can get to wherever you need to go.... Maybe thats what we both need.. To move on... I don't want to, but it's necessary.... for your brothers sake.... I need to be there for him..Like i tried to be for you..

My dear love.... The one i love, my sunshine, my world.... come with me... follow me... follow me to the other side. Your brother will be there soon.... i can see it too.... but this time theres nothing i can do. I can't tell anyone.. i cant show him i love him. i mean, after all....A dead child cant save a life..

 


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