Fly away, my eternal love

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Wrote this when I was 13 and confused

Submitted: July 28, 2012

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When you fly away on your golden wings of happiness and leave behind the world of life, don’t forget to remember me, just an occasional thought will do, but never forget what we had. I gave you something I can’t and won’t take back; my heart, my love, my soul I gave to you, don’t forget about us. Now I begin to wonder what has taken the place of my love. Now I search my mind and I see it. It left me speechless with bliss then that turned into a longing undying. It was an amber sphere with emerald, ruby, and sapphire threads of life. Its shimmers with a gold aura, then as I marvel at its beauty it causes much pain. A pain that cannot be stopped, cannot be stifled, cannot be cured. It is a pain for you. You are not mine to have, yet I’m afraid to lose you.

No words have ever been written that can truly express love. Just as I cannot write what I feel nor can I express them to their extent. I have an eternal love, a true love. I will never waver; I shall have eyes for no one but you, I will be at your side when you are in need, and even when you are not. I am your lover, your protector, but most importantly your friend. In times of peril, sickness, or disaster I will be there to support you. When you fall I shall be there to catch you, when you wallow in the pits of sorrow I shall be there to catch those tears and make them smile. It will always be you I will long for on those long lonely nights. Yet when you are in my arms that embrace is worth a thousand deaths for you complete me.

No more will your pleas fall on deaf ears for mine belong only to you. Pour your heart out and I will be there catch it in the basin of our love. When you are in the dumps I shall find the jewel in that mess and present it to you, and as your spirit lifts that jewel will burn all the brighter. When my day has gone to the inferno that crushes dreams, your smiling face shall forge a rose out of our love that will quench the sadness that grips my heart when you are gone. No words can express the feeling when I see your face and in that glance you shall remind why I remain alive.

When we first met I was so scared of my love, that when you walked by me or even glanced in my direction my breath caught in my chest and my heart stopped and as you passed or looked away I felt crestfallen. But in those moments it was as if the world had no terrors, no problems, no heartbreak for your smile lit up the room, and then as you continued to smile the world was covered in bliss. In the years that followed you acknowledged me but never knew the love I felt. Then when I could take no more of you flaunting your happiness with other people, I threw it all on the table, left nothing out, hoping you would take me as I was, and as that expression of shock and confusion entered intruded on your face I became downhearted, fearing that I had caused a wrong. Then you smiled. It made me so happy but then you turned, and my spirit began to fall, then you turned and looked back. In that look back, I saw acceptance, love, confusion, compassion, and I my spirits broke through heavens gates and soared ever upward and I passed god himself in bliss and continued on, where I gathered my heart and my love. When I could go no farther I soared back faster than possible and placed myself in your arms. So now I belong to you eternally, unwaveringly, and truly. As I have spent all this time on this one piece of work, I was only trying to convey one message; I Love You


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