I just wanted you to know that with all your little quirks and habits, you're still amazing. Honestly, I never thought that there would be an "us". But I'm very happy there is and words can't describe that happiness but I'm sure you can see it in my eyes. I love being with you; it's easy for me to be myself around you and I usually have difficulty doing that around certain people. Not only do you understand me, I know that you care by the tone in your voice when you ask what's wrong. I have NEVER had someone care as much about me as you do. You're there for me when I needyou to be, and you always have been. I can't even to begin to imagine my life without you now. I mean, when I call you, and you pick up, I feel relief. I feel misunderstood around my family because I always get dragged into things I don't want to do and you know this. But, there's times when I wish that I could leave just to be with you because the stress goes away when I'm with you and I can't take much more of the stress. I don't know how else to explain this feeling I get when I'm around you other than "Freedom". I can honestly say this, though, if any of our friends have a problem with us being together, then they're not really our friends. It's so easy to talk to you and express myself. You say that you care and I believe you. I'm going to do the best I can to understand you and whatever you go through. I miss you when you're not around and can't help but think about you all the time. I can think about a million other things and all my thoughts always go back to you. I have everyone telling me that what I feel is love and I want to believe them and a tiny part of me wishes that I was always with you. I just hope you understand this is basically exactly how I feel and the only way I could tell you. I hope that this relatioship lasts longer than the other ones I've had before. With you, it's like life is easier to handle; especially when my mom's boyfriend is home and dishes out BS to the whole family. He drives me crazy and you know this. But he's leaving soon and that'll leave me more time to spend with you :D I just don't want to drift apart or end up without you. There's nothing I'd enjoy more than a FULL day next to you. Like I said before, if being in Hell means an eternity with you, I'd take that chance.
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