july 2nd 2012

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
the truth of it

Submitted: July 02, 2012

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so her and i have been going out for over a month now, and its funny cause her friends kinda singled me out when asked if we were and she said "ill let him nswer that" dont get me wrong i said yes,   but way to put me on the spot, and yes i did tell her that. she just smiled... oh that smile of hers. makes my head spin. so long as i can make her smile i will be happy. there is nothing i want more then that smile in my life everyday. the problem is i am suppose to leave in 2 months to go back to base, so what should i do? i dont want to end things with her. that is the last thing i want. but i will be 12 hours away. long distance i hard, but my plan is to get her out there and me back here as often as possible. ill hopefully be able to get her out there at least once a month and i will be here on my brakes providing she is here, and not with her mother another 8 hours away. My buddy Campbell( its his last name) keeps bugging me about her and my sex life. i mean we have only kissed which im fine with, 100%, but its not like i see her long enough for that to happen anyways, and im not saying i want it to happen right away either. its just that everytime we make plans they end up trashed because she is expected to take care of the kids and the house she is staying at. its not even her home and she has to do all the cleaning and watch the kids. parents should be responsible for their own, just saying. like this week she was suppose to be with me friday after work but that got cancelled, and she was suppose to come with me campbell and his girl to the fireworks and she had to take the kids instead. I want more with this girl, i want this relationship to grow. i dont care if im a guy and this sounds weird but i have fallen head over heels for her, im falling for her hard and until she reads this i dont think she knows just how hard. she is absolutely perfect, and 100% herself, she doesnt try to be someone she is not, she accepts who she is and lets everyone know that if they dont accept it then they can fuck right off. she accepts me for who i am too, which has always been a problem for me since i have some serious problems. MPD(multiple personality disorder) is just one of my issues, so if you see post on her with different names signed at the end thats probably why, then the whole military thing. im not going to get into much detail but i am fucked, yet she can accept that and still continue to be with me. her and i are so alike it can be frieghtenin since we are like the male and female versions of eachother. how did my brothers friend turn into the girl i cant stop thinking about.....

 

Dan


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