Amanda's Journal

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this is a personal diary or journal as I like to call it. I've made sure that it is appropriate and anyone can read it. Most of it is about my best friend Dani.

Submitted: July 29, 2008

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Submitted: July 29, 2008

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AMANDA'S JOURNAL

Dear diary,

I am writing this entry on MARCH 1, 2006 at about 9: 15 pm on a Wednesday night. I just was talking to Dani Woodall on the phone and we were talking about the people that we are so thankful to that we can’t put it to words. Dani is my best friend and if I ever would loose that friendship, I wouldn’t know what to do. I hope that if no one in the world wants to be there for and with me that Dani will not leave me stranded out on a limb alone. If I ever need to tell her something that is bothering me she listens and if

I ever need a helping hand she is ready to catch the fast pitch balls I send her. That girl has given me the best thing I could ever hope for and I hope I can give that back to her. This is a gift you can buy in neither a store nor a coffee shop. The only place you can get this gift is from the heart of someone close to you. This gift is friendship. Yes, maybe I am fat, ugly, and annoying, not to mention not very bright at times, but she doesn’t look at me that way.She looks at me as a friend, nothing more, and nothing less. Why do you say that this is an odd girl? She only shows what a true, honest person would be like. Maybe we are all sinners, but one day GOD will look down and say to the angels in heaven,

“Bring my angel home to me and let her leave this place of sin and despair. Let this child come home and rest from her work for eternity.” And I hope that when he says that to his angels that Dani is ready to go to him and I hope that I am ready to let her go too. Then again, GOD may choose differently, but I know that no matter what Dani will always be my friend and, dead or alive, she will be in my heart where ever I go.

THANK YOU DANI FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME AND I HOPE YOU RELIZE THAT NO MATTER HOW FAR AWAY YOU ARE I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. BECAUSE NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE MY FRIEND I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOUR KINDNESS, NO MATTER WHERE WE GO YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE MY HEART. HOW OLD WE GET WILL NEVER CHANGE OUR FRIENDSHIP, AND I HOPE YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE, BECAUSE IF YOU DO I WILL FALL APART AND I WILL NOT BE THE SAME AS I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN. No matter where I go, what I do, or what I say, she will never leave this heart. This girl has done amazing things and I hope that someday when GODlooks upon her that he will see the same wonderful, happy girl that I know.

THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, I THOUGHT THAT I WAS JUST LOOKING AT ANOTHER OF THE GIRLS LIKE THE GIRLS IN MY CLASS, BUT I DIDN’T RELIZE THE WONDERFUL GIFT I WAS ABOUT TO GET FROM YOU. IF I COULD CHANGE ANYTHING IT WOULD BE WHAT I HAVE AND DONE TO YOU. THINGS I’VE SAID THINGS I’VE DONE COULDN’T BE WORSE THAN THE PAIN THAT I’VE DONE. I KNOW THAT YOU’RE MY FRIEND AND I HOPE THAT YOU FORGIVE ME, FOR IF I’VE HURT YOU I WON’T DO THAT AGAIN.

When I look at someone now I don’t judge them by what they look like. I wait to meet them first. I know that what I do will make a great impact on my friendship and so I hope that no matter what I do, it will have a great impact on my friendship.

SIHGNING OUT,

AMANDA PAIGE

P.S. I also wanted to ask a? just to think about it for awhile, or until the next time I write in this journal section. WHAT WOULD LIFE BE LIKE WITHOUT MY BEST FRIEND DANI WOODALL? WOULD IT BE DIFFERENT? WOULD I STILL BE AS STRONG IN CONFEDENSE AS I AM? WOULD I BE ABEL TO FACE MY FEARS AND GUYS THAT I LIKE\\ LIKED IF SHE WOULD NOT BE HERE TO HELP ME DO IT? WOULD I STILL BE ALIVE AND NOT DEAD FROM THE ANNOIENCE OF MY FOUR LITTLE SITERS? I LIED I HAVE A LOT OF? ABOUT LIFE IF DANI WOULDN’T BE AROUND, BUT I WILL STOP AT THIS POINT SO I CAN THINK BY MYSELF FOR AWHILE. HERE WE GO AGAIN SO SEE YOU LATER.

Dear my diary,

Hi, how are you today? I am fine, except me and my dumb sisters got into a very stupid fight over a little key chain that I got for Christmas. I am very happy to have sisters, but once in a while they can get on my nerves. Anyways back to Dani Woodall. It is 9:52 right now as I am writing about the only best friend that I have.

Dani this song sort of reminds me of you, I don’t quite know why, but it does.

The song is I am Jesus little lamb.

Dear diary, it is March twentieth on a Monday morning at 7:06 a.m. what should I talk about? Oh, I know I’ll talk about my latest crush. I’m probably not even going to remember him by the time I’m 20 so I should make sure I write about him so I don’t forget. His name is Robert Pattinson. He played the roll of Cedric Diggory in the 4th movie of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Man I just think he’s cute and [this is a first] Dani agrees with me. Well gotta go get ready for {yuck} school.

See ya later alligator.

Mandy

Dear diary, it is about 20:27.

Journal Entry #1:February 27th 2013

So, I have not written in quite some time. I think that it is time that

i start up again. I miss being able to put my thoughts into words on a screen. I'm now 19 and in college. Life has been a fucked up mess for me ever since my parents got their divorce. My mom, 5 younger sisters, and I all moved to Arizona in 2010. Weird right? I know that I haven't written much on this page and its time to move on with my life and continue on with whatever it is that I need to do. I'm so fucking confused with everything right now though and I really, really don't like it. I have had thoughts of suicide in the last 3 years and I have become a very distant person when it comes to friends and family. Many people think that they know what is going on in my life, but they don't and they wont because even I don't. I'm sooooo confused as to what the hell is going on in my head. I've lost all ideas of what I believe in, I've lost me in genereal and I hate it. Every bit of the person I was is screaming to come back to life, but there is nothing left.


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