diary of a player part 1

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Submitted: March 27, 2007

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Submitted: March 27, 2007



hey we all know the types of people others call a player. i am one such a person. i have not really had a steady girl for a while and i play with the emotions of girls like puppets. i dont really mean to but it's the way i am. i have had it done to me many times and i know it hurts but it made me stronger.

i have been with 5 girls in one week with no intentions of being a good boyfriend or really being a boyfriend. i suck at the whole honesty and compassion thing. i act like i am but im not. i can make a girl fall for me in no time at all. i can be passionate and show them of the love they only imagined in the movies. after our incounter they soon come to realize a couple weeks later that they were right, it does not exist.

do not judge me for the way that i am. if i could change i would. you have no idea!!!!!! i wont love but the girls i am with are not the ones for me. i only do as i am done. the world is mean and life is visious... this is the way the world works and when people comes to gripps with that then they will see this as well.

webster defintion of love:

 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties love for a child> (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests <love for his old schoolmates> b : an assurance of love love>

2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion <love of the sea>

3 a : the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration love> b (1) : a beloved person :  -- often used as a term of endearment (2) British -- used as an informal term of address

4 a : unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another: as (1) : the fatherly concern of God for humankind (2) : brotherly concern for others b : a person's adoration of God

5 : a god or personification of love

6 : an amorous episode :

7 : the sexual embrace :

8 : a score of zero (as in tennis)
9 capitalized, Christian Science :


mine is that love is a misused and over rated concept... all things lead to destruction, life goes on and cupid finds a new person to fuck with.

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