The boy; Hurt vs. Hate

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
I was upset one day, felt like getting my feelings out to a boy, and decided writing was the best way.

Submitted: October 04, 2011

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Submitted: October 04, 2011




We’ve been through so much, that it’s unbelievable. Even though we never made it through this last obstacle, I will never forget all of the ones we did. We have so many memories that will never be forgotten. You were my first love, you hurt me, but you were; and I can never change that. I don’t regret any of the times I went to you; I only regret the times I didn’t. I really hope what was there wasn’t love, because the pain in the end is too great to go through more than once. From the beginning I knew there was something there, though at first I didn’t want to believe it. I tried to stay away but I couldn’t, I was taken. I began to fall. There were times that I was fed up, times that I needed space and I didn’t get it. But I always, always got over that and all I wanted was you. Being apart is the worst part of it all. I thought it was bad being away for a week, knowing I would come back and still be with you. Now I’m a wreak, every day I wake up knowing I can’t come to you anymore. There is no you. There’s a guy that I see every day, he’s not you. Not the guy I know. Not the guy I grew to love, and now to miss. He’s not you.


Yeah, I miss you. I can’t help but miss you. You hurt me; you hurt me to where it can’t be fixed. You feel no pain; while I sit in sorrow. It angers me more than anything that I was never told your true feelings the way you truly felt about making me cry; about making me upset, about making me heartbroken. You were with another girl, though I don’t even know if that was true. I need to know, I need to know if it is true, or just a cover-up I created to mask the pain


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