Matthew's Journal

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This is what I wrote after my incident with an ex lover. I was in a dark mood and this was the only way forme to get it out with out causing harm to my self. This is just what I went through.

Submitted: September 28, 2008

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Submitted: September 28, 2008



My journal, Sat 2008.

I didn’t know what happened. I had so much anger inside that my mom told me I had a heart attack waiting to happen. I had so much anger at the world. Any ways, I have been so upset at the world pretty much my whole life. A lot of anger had to be dealt with. It felt good and comforting after words. Get out what ever it is. It may help. It can be your own secret between the two of you. Not everybody has to know everything that was the lesson for me today. I got out all that aggression and my shaking has come to an end. I don’t know how I lived for so long. I should have been dead years ago. It was just something that’s inside that which keeps us going. We don’t know if it’s the last day or not. Just never loose the friendship of love. The other ones just torment and torture you till you finally let it out. There is so much negativity going around in this world. I know I had said some emotional deals before. I got them out. This is that I know now I should keep to my self. Everything happens for a reason even if we tend not to see it. You don’t need physical relationships with somebody to have that fulfillment. Having a friend that cares that’ll get you out in the long run. Try the environment around you, and see things for your self. Don’t have to put your self into your own predicament. That was a lesson for me to learn. This is my own time here. This is where I want to be. Just calmed and relaxed. How ever you feel like letting out your anger, moms are there for us. Hold out to your moms and show her that you truly care. Even try to see eye to eye with your dads. Let them see into your eyes, and hang in there. Let out the emotion, and you just may save your life. Even someone out there may be praying for to this day to hope you feel better. Just getting it out of my chest. Let it go. Things do happen for a reason. Don’t worry about a thing. It’s going to be all right.

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