sad matt

I have to inner happiness, my heart is full of pain,

I'm in love with a girl, who I fear does not feel the same,

I can't control my need for her, I can't control how I act,

I cannot be mad at her for the reasons that she doesn't love me back,

I wish I could be the one she wants to be with for, forever,

But sadly I believe soon she will say good bye to me and my life it will be over

Time they say it heals all but I've been through this before,

after losing her once for several years, it only made me want her more

at night time is when it hurts the most when i'm unable to focus on distractions 

but you must reap what you sow and be held responsible for your actions

i've learned my lesson the hard way, now i'm feeling depressed and full of shame

i make this promise to myself that i will never feel this kind of pain

for the rest of my life i swear to my soul that i will never love anyone ever again