Julia knows her time is running out. She isn’t afraid. She just isn’t ready to die.
She knows only of a life where the ones she loves cry for her. She imagines a life beyond the hospital and the fear of watching them fall watching her.
When your life is a ticking time bomb, you're afraid of loving someone, after all, nothing lasts forever.

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My Dying Wish

Julia knows her time is running out. She isn’t afraid. She just isn’t ready to die.
She knows only of a life where the ones she loves cry for her. She imagines a life beyond the hospital and the fear of watching them fall watching her.
When your life is a ticking time bomb, you're afraid of loving someone, after all, nothing lasts forever. Read Chapter

Wish One

Wish one: Live the life you want Mum My mother used to be a strong person, that’s what my aunty used to tell me, despite her fragil... Read Chapter

Day Two:

Chapter two: I exhausted myself last night. I was so exhausted that sleep came naturally, instead of me taking the pills. I slept thr... Read Chapter

Chapter four

Day four: I find it weird how much I’ve changed since the sickness. I remember vaguely of the time when I would laugh and smile so ... Read Chapter

Chapter five

Day seven: A week since I’ve come back here, and I wonder if I can every go back home, last time I went home, it was for two mont... Read Chapter

Wish two: Go on that road trip we promised. A road trip huh? I thought that it was romantic when I was fifteen; I read a book abo... Read Chapter

Chapter seven: ‘When are we planning to go on this “road trip” eh?’ Adrian nudged me as we sat on swings at the park. I s... Read Chapter